A Lil Delulu

Nothing stops me from day dreaming scenarios that won't happen in real life,

And I like to stay a lil bit delulu anyway,

So...

[he rushes past me. bumping me from behind, not realising who he's passed by. but, as soon as his body touches mine, even so unintentionally, i know, it's him. and it's confirmed, it is, when he breezes past me, mumbling a sorry. so, i say, a little too loudly, because, i want him to hear me say, "it's okay, (insert name here because i can't think of any and can't reveal his either) to stop him in his tracks and turn ever so quickly. he looks at me, like he has never looked at me. so surprised of this unexpected encounter that his rush feels a thing of the past suddenly. he doesn't anything then, only, "your laces are open" and before i could even notice them, he's on his knees, tying them up himself. then, he's gone, like he never saw me, like he never tied my laces for me, like i was never there, like he was never there.]

In another day dream, he gets me flowers.