Sleepless nights, Stretched days, Lots of anxiety, Like nothings in place, Wish for a heart, One that feels a little mine, And a couple of arms, To hold my thoughts still at night.

Most of the time, I'll be like, IDK, But, then, Manage to do everything I said I would, Without asking for help, And without telling you I did it, I would take photos, But I won't share, To show off, But silently, Keep writing you off, Because, I can, Because, I could, Because, I did, So, IDK.

I'm starting to realize, The value of the sun, And a bright sky, Because these grey skies, Apart from the monsoon months, Are causing my mood to be dull and low, Like the weather itself. miss you blue skies and clouds ☁️

I was walking outside of my complex, When I noticed an old lady walking towards the gate, I sped up, Opened it, Held it for her, While a man, A few years older than me, Sped up, Passing over that woman and me, As we looked at each other, In disbelief. She told me to go, I said softly, no, I held it open for her, Not him, Not that I have a problem with opening doors for men, But I have a problem with the ones, Who, not once express gratitude, A simple nod would've been okay to

I've spent hours to make roses today, And at the end of the night, I have a whole garden in my room. How amazing it is to know, The tricks to turn a strand of yarn into flowers, And mere words into poetry. How grateful I am. How lucky I am.

It's just me, And my silly little heart, Not giving up, Despite deciding to, Finally, eternally, Yet somehow, Grasping for the tiny rope, Of hope, Thrown unexpectedly. And didn't I recently told a friend, That, sometimes, in the darkest days of our life, There are some people who show you the light in their heart, It's very important, at that time, To follow that light, To hold on to that glimmer, Even if you can't see anything else. So, here's my silly, little, broken and he

Will you forgive me, If I go and don't come back? Will you still like me, If I said I'll go but I come back? Will you think of me, If I leave you stranded? Will you stop me? Will you convince me to stay? Will you bring all the memories to play? Will you remind me of every day I've been stray? Will you remind me how close we lay? Will you hold me as tight as you can? Will you keep holding me every time I thought to ran? Will you forgive me if I go? Will you stop me and then ju

Woh peeche se awaaz deta hai, Par sunai mujhe kahin paas se de rahi hai, Kal raat ki maangi dua bhi, Aaj sach hone jaisi lag rahi hai. hcjdjek i wish i could continue this. i don't even know why i started this. uff .

Once again, I've entrusted myself, With a set of new dreams and goals. Who else I would trust? Who else will make them come true?

No, I'm not saying, I've run out of words, I'm just saying, The words are a lot of work, So, I'll be back, When I find a few, On some nights, When there are no curfews.

I've so many more dreams and goals for me, Can't wait to see them come true. This place though, might not exist anymore, But it'll always be there in my heart.

You can do all the best things, With all the best intentions for someone, Yet they'll not see the good intentions, But, will focus on that one thing, That you didn't do right. The way I deal with such people is, Leave them be. Let them do the things you did for them, And let them realise your absence. Let them deal with the actions of their consequences. Big fan of this, these days.