I almost

I almost texted you again,

Despite the last time which felt like a silly attempt to see if you would reply,

Despite the time before that when you didn't reply to me for 1055 days.

I almost called you again,

Despite the last time when you didn't recognise my voice,

When I really wanted to talk to you,

To hear your voice,

To hear your heart,

To hear you hear me.

I almost wrote a poem for you again,

Despite the last time when I wrote for you,

You claimed it then forgot about my existence the next day.

I almost saw you in my dream last night,

Despite not having seen you in years now.

Almost, accidentally,

Almost, randomly.