I Am Sorry

I want to say sorry to everyone I've been hurting these days.

Trust me when I say, I'm not doing it intentionally.

I want to say sorry because I am unaware of what makes me sad.

Trust me when I say, it's not you, it's me.

I want to say sorry because I never thought that I would feel so lonely even with people around.

Trust me when I say, I'm trying to tell how I feel.

I want to say sorry because I have been feeling so sad lately.

Trust me when I say, I'm not always like this.

I want to say sorry to you and you and you and you.

But more than that, I want to say sorry to me too.

For feeling this way. For losing everyday. For being stuck in a labyrinth. For causing so much pain. For all the hurt and for all the heartbreak.

I am sorry. I hope you forgive me. I hope I forgive myself too.

// quote from john green's book looking for alaska //