Liberation

It felt like dozens of kilos of weight has been lifted off my heart.

Like, someone had sliced it open, and took it out once and for all,

Ending all misery of the feelings it creates and complicates.

It felt like the universe telling me I'm free,

From everything I thought was holding me back.

It felt like the end of chapter or a book even,

Like an end of an era.

Like all the tarot girlies were correct,

When they said whatever they said on the reels late at nights when I couldn't sleep.

Like a dream, actually.

Like liberation,

Like freedom,

Like the start of an epic chapter,

Like a plot twist waiting to happen,

Like I deserved it,

Like I was losing everything all over again.