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Surviving Not Living

Writer: Gurdit
Gurdit
Jul 22
1 min read

Every day of this life has started to feel more like I'm kept on the waitlist to be reimbursed for all the good things I deserve.

I keep surviving,

I keep existing,

I keep going on,

But, I don't remember living,

I don't remember enjoying,

I don't remember a day that hasn't felt like I'm on survival mode.


I want to live and not just exist,

I want to enjoy the moment now,

Not wait for the delayed gratification that'll never arrive.


 
 
 

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