Chaos and Conflict

It is really like that,

Chaos and conflict,

Of the mind and heart,

With each other,

For you,

And I've waited for a long time,

Too long now,

For you to know,

For me to leave,

And for us to say,

It is what it is,

But I would rather argue,

To make it different,

I would rather fight,

To do all this right,

I would rather hurt the heart,

Than to listen to my mind.