Living An Existential Nightmare

I've heard enough stories,

In real life,

To prove the world and it's people are nothing but cruel creatures,

And every day now,

Seems like I'm living a nightmare of sorts,

Where anything evil can happen anytime,

Like a jump scare,

And I will be pushed in the depths of hell any moment.

I'm living in this constant fear of existence,

And I simply want someone to wake me up,

Shake me up,

And make me believe in day dreaming again,

Because I've tried it myself,

And I don't think it's a one person job,

Because I want proof other than me,

That the world is not a bad place,

That stories can have happy endings too.