More Character Development

Why does every loss,

Come back to that one loss over and over again?

Even if it losing a pink scrunchie,

But, oh, so, unexpectedly,

To only learn detachment in a new way,

To only lose hope,

When it was coming back,

To only realise,

How much more work I've to put in,

Because the previous work made me what I am today,

And surprise, it's not what I'm supposed to be completely,

But, only partially,

Only in a balance,

I don't know the formula of,

Only for more character development.