Only If I Could

Each minute passes by,

Like a year on it’s own,

Since you told me,

You would come back,

But we both knew you wouldn’t.

And in that minute’s every second,

I wondered how would I tell you,

If I could tell you,

That I’m sleepless because of you,

And I wake up with you in my dreams.

How would I tell you,

If I could tell you,

That it’s not what I want,

But it’s what I’m thinking,

Every second of everyday,

Since you said you would come back,

But we both knew you wouldn’t.

Only if I could tell you,

I would tell you,

That this is not love,

But we both knew it wasn’t ever.

Only if you could tell,

If you would tell me,

The truth that maybe I’m not alone in this,

But we both knew that I am not.