Giving Up (Not)

Honestly, it's been a daze lately,

Between giving up,

And not wanting to give up,

On myself,

Because only I'm left now,

And I'm tired,

Of fighting this fight,

So, I'm laying down,

All my weapons,

And slowly crawling back,

Until I reach somewhere,

Where I don't have to fight anymore,

With anyone or myself,

And everything starts to feel okay,

Maybe even better than that.