Soft hellos, Extended goodbyes, Long conversations, Muted silences, Secret glances, Accidental touches. moments, here and there

Still, there is this desire to be loved, Still, there is this horror at being left behind, Still, there is this ache for something that's not here, Still, there is this feeling of everything going right.

As this year, Slowly starts coming to the end, I'm wondering, And reminiscing, On all the small-big lessons, Life threw at me. Honestly, I don't even remember much of them. All of this makes me wonder, What part does this year play in my overall life? Because right now, It feels like a tiny speck of dust, Almost meaningless at the moment, But, this feels like the start of a wave, A big one. The one I hope doesn't take me down to drown.

Yeh jo pahiya hai na, Samay ka, Baaton ka, Yaadon ka, Woh firse ghoomkar wahi aa gaya hai, Tere paas, Mere paas. Waisa hi kuch samay aaj bhi hai, Par waisa samay toh kabhi nahi hoga ab. Waisi baat aaj bhi hai, Par woh baat toh kabhi nahi hogi ab. Waise sab yaad aaj bhi hai, Par woh yaad toh kabhi bhula nahi hogi ab. Tu aaj bhi hai, Par tu woh toh nahi hoga ab. Mai aaj bhi hu, Par mai woh toh nahi hu ab.

There's a new conspiracy going on, Haven't seen you in months, Now I've seen you twice in two days long, The numbers are glitching too, Every one of them leading me to you, Like you all these signs will be soon gone, Without a goodbye or a message that you still belong.

Aaj fir dil ki baatein maine, Behro ko sunai hai, Muskuraakar fir maine, Apni khushi dikhaayi hai.

To be seen, To not just be seen, But finally noticed, To be known, To be heard, I didn't know I was missing those feelings, Until someone, Saw me, Not just see me, Notice me, Know me, Hear me, I didn't know I was missing those feelings.

The utter desperation, To survive, Reeks of hope and logic, Until we keep fighting, To survive, Often forgetting, How to live, Because of the desperation.

Sooner or later, Something happens, That makes it all okay.

When you let people get away with their awful behaviour, They will keep repeating their awfulness, Because they will never know, It's...

I walk in the dark, Under the branches of the trees, With the faintest lights from distant stars, Hoping the poems of my heart, Are heard...

Imagine hating me, And I'm still considerate of you, Even when my heart is breaking in a million pieces. Imagine hating me, And I'm just...