Things I learnt in August: Say yes to new things and experiences. Live more, survive less. Collect stories. Put yourself out there. Show up for yourself. Universe has a plan for you. It's all falling in place. Find people who let you be you in your truest self and watch yourself grow in the best version of yourself. Be okay with whatever life throws at you. It's all happening for a reason.

I haven't looked at him yet, But his eyes haven't left following me since the moment I walked, I know this because I know, How my heart feels at it's most peaceful rhythm, When he's around me, And I only have to be, Just the way I am, In my truest self, So, I might not have looked at him yet, But, I know his eyes haven't left me, And now, I know for sure, As he smiles with his whole heart, When I finally see him.

The clock walked slow today, As if it deliberately gave me some extra time, To do my best in the limited seconds I'm given, And I have held on to every hour, With my tight hands, Hoping to stretch it further. Now, the clock threatens to tick faster, As if its deliberately asking me to pause, Until it resets itself, And all the time with it.

I have started to believe, Even with tears in my eyes, Crying over little things, That the delays are protecting me, From something invisible, From something far more huge and unfathomable to me, From something I could never come back from, And the detours are leading me, In the right direction, In the right speed, At the right time. All I have to do is Believe, a little more than it is possible, Have faith in the universe a little more, And everything will be okay.

Despite having multiple tabs in my brain open, One master tab has my entire focus, This master tab though, Has every tab minimized and playing simultaneously, So, I am, Over-thinking and over-stimulated at the same time, Someone needs to shut me up.

There are days when nothing happens, And then there are days, On which years worth of things happen, Years worth of conversations, Years worth of work, Years worth of efforts, Yet nothing feels enough, Today was one such year.

...which brings us back to the hero's thinking process, He feels one thing, Says something else, Hides every emotion, Hears everything, Says so less, And the way, He acts is so simple, So authentic, It makes the viewer be in awe, Of his character, And ignore all the red flags he has. rant, bftb.

Everyone has a place or person, They go back to at the end of the day, But I keep running to myself, With my own problems and thoughts, And keep telling myself, I will figure it out for you, You don't have to worry about it, It'll be fine now. When will I stop being my own saviour? Will someone ever step in and make me feel it'll be okay, Even if it is for a little while?

Aas-duaaon par jeeti hu, Din aur raat mai, Paiso se zyada kharch karti hu, Umeedon ko khuleaam se.

I've wasted too many of my young years, Loving half heartedly, Yet getting hurt, Healing and unlearning, The ways I knew to love, And forgetting how it feels, To be loved. I've wasted too many of my young years, Not being in love.

Places I want to visit: sunflower field places that look like outer space islands with blue water and white sand amazon rain forest banks or river nile old libraries forts and palaces your house

The world stares at us, As we laugh, dance and run in the rain, Like we're doing something crazy, While they hide from magic in plain sight. crazies: poets, lovers, alike.