Things I Noticed In September I'm busy. My days are packed with something to create, something to make, something to cook. But I also don't plan my days in advance but I always have something to do. The unplanned days let me have the freedom to chose what to do. Sometimes the days might look the same, but progress is happening every single day. Habits are difficult to form and easy to break. I would rather have difficult conversations than suffer in silence. I don't like bein

I'm cruising down a slippery slope, With roller blades on my feet, The crash is nearer than I thought, I'm not even going full speed, Inevitable as the end is, It's a joy ride, I'm on a slippery slope, And I have you right by my side.

Convince me why I should, Leave right now? Convince me why you wouldn't, Stop me now? Convince me why I should, Never look back? Convince me why you wouldn't, Call me back? Convince me why I should, Stay a little longer? Convince me why you wouldn't, Stay a little longer?

Woh kisi bahaane se haath pakad bhi leta hai, Aur fir pakadkar kuch bhi nahi kehta hai, Sab chalta rehta hai aaspaas, Par waqt thehra rehta hai. Woh kisi bahaane se paas aa hi jaata hai, Aur fir nasdeek aakar chup sa ho jaata hai, Sab chalta rehta hai aaspaas, Par waqt thehra rehta hai.

Despite the noise, There is peace. But the existence of peace, Is valued more when there is existence of noise, And when noise exists, Peace has to follow, For their coexistence is what balances, Everything in existence.

I don't know how to explain this to you, But, you're in for a big reality check, When you don't believe that everything is happening for a reason, And everything is meant to be the way it's supposed to be, Despite how you much you say you control it all, Because, I'm telling you, I don't think, I could have planned it all, Better than the universe, That flirts with me, Every single day, And teases me just because.

Masle kisi aur ke saath aise hote hi nahi hai, Naam koi kuch bhi bula le, Hum jawab dete hi nahi hai, Baat koi kitni bhi aage badha le, Hum sangeen hote hi nahi hai, Koi baat na karein, Toh hum puchte hi nahin hai, Fir kyun, Ghoom firkar, Baat kaha se kaha aa jaati hai, Hassi-tatoli mein baat gambhir si ho jati hai, Masle kisi aur ke saath aise hote hi nahi hai, Pyaar se koi kuch bhi bula le, Hum sunte hi nahi hai.

meanings: aitbaar-trust; intezaar-to wait; ikhtiyaar: power. Phoolon ki pankhudiyon mein ghoomte hue ek keeda hai, Aur ek mere dimag ke chakkaro mein ghoom raha hai, Khaate hue, Har ek kona, Jaha rakha hai, Aitbaar, Intezaar aur Ikhtiyaar. Aitbaar se usse milta hai, Asaani se behak jaana, Baaton mein aakar, Khud ko bhool jaana, Fir aisa badalna, Ki bas badal jaana, Fir kabhi aitbaar na dikhaana. Intezaar se usse milta hai, Laazmi hokar behak jaana, Aisa rukna ki bas ruk jaana

Woh darti hai mujhse, Sawal karne se, Isliye har sawal pe pehle ek sawal karti hai, Ki kya woh sawal kar sakti hai? Woh darti hai mujhse, Har din khauf mein jeeti hai, Ki chod jaunga mai usse, Ek dafa kiya jo hai maine aise. Woh darti hai mujhse, Sach kehne se, Par jhooth uske lafz kehte nahi, Itni himmat toh hai usme. Woh darti hai mujhse, Mai kya hi hu, Mai kon hi hu, Yeh toh mujhe bhi nahi pata hai.

I should be sleeping but, I'm wide awake under your touch, And every inch your finger trails, Leaves dozens of goosebumps, And every inch your lips touch, Turn my heart into mush, And every heartbeat is loud enough, To drown my voice, And every breath I take, Makes me feel so alive.

I'm safekeeping some packages, With your name on it, They're all yours eventually, But, you deny any claim on it, With only one reason, you don't deserve it But, who are you to decide? Who are you to deny? Who are you to not claim, Everything that literally has your name on it?

Patterns I observed on my scrabble board today: Failed and Quit made on the same line, just a blank space apart. Hear and Ring made together - with the same R. Bazar and Tax made adjacent to each others. Sunlit and Sown made together - with the same S.