Nothingness

I don't want to sound depressed,

But nothing feels good, okay?

Nothing feels right,

Nothing feels like it's meant for me,

Nothing feels like it's happening for me,

And nothing feels like I deserve this,

This, yes, even this nothingness,

Doesn't feel right to me.

So, what am I supposed to do,

With all the nothingness,

And how am I supposed to feel right about it?