What Am I Going To Do?

I would never ever understand,

The depth of emotions I have,

A while ago,

I was detached,

Unbothered about anything or anyone,

Then one thing,

Changes everything,

Puts me in shock,

Makes me greive a loss I never thought I would experience,

Making me question,

Why am I feeling so hurt?

Why is this thing hurting me so much?

Why I have so many emotions?

What am I supposed to do with this?

What must he be going through since yesterday,

What do I do?

What should I do?

What am I going to do?