Sometimes I don't feel like writing, Because I have already written about it before, But I haven't processed it completely, Which makes me want to write about it again, But I don't want to sound like a stopped clock, So, I try to find new ways to say that thing. And, also, Probably because I don't want you to know how I'm really feeling.

The fact that, You have to pick yourself up, Again and again, Again and yet again, After each setback, Each fall, Each climb, Each and...

I write I'm a cloud, I mean I hold on too much, I'm a floating paradox, I'm always flying away, Always trying to escape, I'm in between...