You are echoing in my mind, But all I hear are the words I said, And the silences that followed, Ricocheting through the empty chambers of my heart.

Kya mujhe firse tumhe bulaana chahiye tha? Kya meri koshishein kaafi nahi thi? Kya tumhare sapno mein mai aati hu? Kya tum mere baare mein kabhi sochte ho? Kya meri dosti kaafi nahi thi? Kya mujhe tumhe sachi bhool jaana chahiye? Kya mujhe firse tumhe bulaana chahiye?

I'm expected to talk nicely, And ignore how others behave. I'm expected to forgive them for that, Without receiving an apology. I'm expected to forget what happened, And put up a show to become a bigger person. I'm expected to be the bigger person, Despite being hurt. I'm expected to serve smiles in a platter, And serve myself last, Or even starve if nothing is left. I'm expected to offer more than I have, I'm expected to have. Without being offered anything. I'm expected to

I feel like, Life is getting tougher with each passing day, And I'm getting tired, Of attempting random surprise tests thrown at me by the universe, Along with the planned ones, For which I am not prepared at all, Honestly, there isn't even a syllabus, I could memorise, I am good at that, universe knows, How am I going to make it past the -ber months?

Bahut kuch ho raha hai, Aur bahut kuch hone se pehle, Mere, chahte, na chahte hue, Majbooriyon mein, Ilzaamo mein, Gunaaho mein, Bebasiyon mein, Zindagi mein.

My day turned chaotic the moment my mom roped me in for Diwali safai, With little time for myself, I was running late to an errand, But with immense calmness, I don't know from where, And even with less than 75 minutes left in the day, I am still away from today's goals.

I've done everything in my power today, To get everything I desired, I've worked hard and honestly today, With so much fire.

I hope the people, Who are taking me for granted, Know that, They're messing with the wrong person. Peace out. ✌🏻

Spoiler Alert: You will plan your entire day and life will surprise you in the best and worst ways possible. The key is to stay calm,...

I'm not sure what haunts me the most, The songs, the hug or the memories, Layered intensely, Holding me tightly, Literally and...

In the silence of the afternoon, I whisper, "I miss yous" To no one but it's obviously for you, And each one of them, Sound like a crack...

I've been watching the moon rise, With music in my ears, And my eyes looking for you.