Sleepless nights, Stretched days, Lots of anxiety, Like nothings in place, Wish for a heart, One that feels a little mine, And a couple of arms, To hold my thoughts still at night.

Most of the time, I'll be like, IDK, But, then, Manage to do everything I said I would, Without asking for help, And without telling you I did it, I would take photos, But I won't share, To show off, But silently, Keep writing you off, Because, I can, Because, I could, Because, I did, So, IDK.

I'm starting to realize, The value of the sun, And a bright sky, Because these grey skies, Apart from the monsoon months, Are causing my mood to be dull and low, Like the weather itself. miss you blue skies and clouds ☁️

I was walking outside of my complex, When I noticed an old lady walking towards the gate, I sped up, Opened it, Held it for her, While a man, A few years older than me, Sped up, Passing over that woman and me, As we looked at each other, In disbelief. She told me to go, I said softly, no, I held it open for her, Not him, Not that I have a problem with opening doors for men, But I have a problem with the ones, Who, not once express gratitude, A simple nod would've been okay to

I've spent hours to make roses today, And at the end of the night, I have a whole garden in my room. How amazing it is to know, The tricks to turn a strand of yarn into flowers, And mere words into poetry. How grateful I am. How lucky I am.

It's just me, And my silly little heart, Not giving up, Despite deciding to, Finally, eternally, Yet somehow, Grasping for the tiny rope, Of hope, Thrown unexpectedly. And didn't I recently told a friend, That, sometimes, in the darkest days of our life, There are some people who show you the light in their heart, It's very important, at that time, To follow that light, To hold on to that glimmer, Even if you can't see anything else. So, here's my silly, little, broken and he